The best thing that came up for me to heal in a session came up while I was traveling in Australia at the end of 2025. I had been traveling all around Australia using one-way flights and was watching my bank account drop lower and lower as I went. As my funds dropped, my anxiety went UP. I was doing my best to stay present and follow my true feeling in every moment as this was happening, but it was rough. I started to experience fear that I wouldn’t have enough money to leave Australia when the time came. I nearly made a decision from that place of fear, but luckily, I could see it would be based in fear and I decided a long time ago to not act from fear, so I didn’t. I kept feeling into everything and did and going with what felt best.
As my time in Western Australia came to a close, I was contemplating my next moves. I began doing flight searches and I found that flights out of country and back to the US were cheaper from Brisbane than Sydney. Before that time, I hadn’t even considered that I would go back to the US after Australia, as I felt to do more international travel and living. But I’ve come to find that sometimes it’s the things we view as unfavorable (like my ever-changing bank account) that are the very things that are ultimately setting us on the path to a place that was always meant for us. One day, after I had been searching for airfares out of Brisbane, I went on Facebook to see a post at the top of my feed announcing a Holographic Kinetics practice day in Brisbane! Between the anxiety I was experiencing, the low flights out of Brisbane, AND the practice day, I knew things were lining up for me to go there to clear what was coming up. It was an instant knowing that I was meant to go to the practice day.
Suffice it to say I went to the practice day and cleared some major limitations including ones that were causing me to be very impacted by the energy of the people around me. Essentially, I found the root causes for why I had a difficult time maintaining my own frequency when around other, remaining an observer to reality without reacting to it, and having solid boundaries around my energetic field and what I felt to do in any given moment. The practice day was on a Saturday. I had already purchased my ticket to Hawaii before going to it. My next steps were well underway in spite of the anxiety I had been feeling. When Monday rolled around, I walked to the ocean one more time, then packed my stuff, said goodbye to the sweet family that had welcomed me into their home through Couchsurfing, and rode with my friend to the airport. I was sad to leave Australia, but excited for my next adventures!
En route to Hawaii on Monday, I became well-aware of how the changes I had made over the weekend were influencing me and my perception of reality. I knew that my flights involved a huge layover. When I got to the first island and awaited the flight to my final destination, they announced that my flight was delayed, the plane was late. The bus I was relying on one I got to the island was now off the table. They gave us an ETA, but when that rolled around, another delay was announced, the plane needed maintenance. Now, I’d be arriving too late to catch the backup-ride from someone through airbnb. All the while, I was calm. I trusted that something would work out and that I was being taken care of. I was experiencing a NIGHT AND DAY SHIFT in my ability to stay at point zero and observe reality vs react!! I felt SO different, yet so calm about it all. I was completely unbothered in a way reminiscent of the transformation in the main character in the movie, Office Space. I was messaging with a friend who had lived on the island I was moving to about it all as I sat at the gate and flashed to images of Office Space when Peter started cleaning fish in his office cubicle. I had such a strong knowing that everything was working out that for me that I couldn’t feel stressed out about it! Unbeknownst to me, my friend was contacting every friend she could think of who might be able to give me a ride. I began to get texts from them. My friend began sending me their phone numbers and information about them and where they lived. By the time I had taken the flight and landed, a friend of my friend was at the airport to pick me up!!
Since that time, I have seen how important the changes I made during my last weekend in Australia have been. Until now, I would ‘try’ to remain an observer at point zero, but it always felt like work. It didn’t come naturally and usually it was preceded by reacting. The reaction would come first and the desire to neutralize it would come second. But wow, living as an observer is by far the best change I have made along my journey! I am positive that staying in this energetic state no matter what is going on outside of me has been a big part of what has allowed me to attract all of the beautiful people, places and experiences here. I write this, because I think most people don’t realize that reacting to life and other people is something they can change. If you’re a reactionary person, this is your sign to do something about it. I can’t recommend a Holographic Kinetics session highly enough.
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