I had an EPIC Holographic Kinetics session today and felt compelled to write. I’ve been more focused on my own journey within than on sharing it. I’m starting to come out of that cocoon now. My wings have arrived. I hope you enjoy my sunny day thoughts…
When my life completely changes and it most definitely will
Don’t be surprised
It might seem like magic or like it happened in an instant, but it didn’t
It’s happened in a lot of quiet moments behind the scenes as I took radical responsibility for all of my life creations with tears flowing down my face, much of the time alone, occasionally held
I have been clearing issues at the ROOT CAUSE at the Spirit level since May 2019 when I took my first Holographic Kinetics course
For over 6 years, I have been chipping away and clearing things that I created in this life, past lives, or that came down the genetic lines that were holding me back
I have had major helpers who supported me emotionally and financially at times
I have had the assistance of many fellow Holographic Kinetics students over the years across the country and the world
I did not do this alone, though the inner work part is a solo journey by nature
At times I’ve had people tell me I should just live my life
Stop clearing, start living
I’m glad that no matter how far under the limiting beliefs and trauma my intuition was buried, that I had a knowing to stay the course as that would be the only lasting way to create positive change in my life
Make no mistake about it, I’ve been living my life fully along this path
I hadn’t worked full time since quitting my RN job in 2018 until the job I got last year in 2024
Time spent mothering and healing
I soaked up so much time with my son while still with him in California which was my entire reason for being there away from everyone else I love
Having my son and finding my way back to my own Spirit are my greatest accomplishments to date
I enjoyed years of driving him to school and picking him up
Snuggling him
Camping and hiking with him
Reading to him and then with him
Taking him to practices
Attending all of his games
Watching him grow and evolve
Every breakfast
Every dinner
Together
About 18 months ago, my Spirit guided me to Pittsburgh under the guise of spending the holidays with my family
But with the knowing that I would have the ability to clear more here with another Holographic Kinetics Practitioner in the same city for a change
A rarity not many get here in the United States
I’m glad I fell for it
It’s allowed me to be here when my baby nephew was born
He’s the only one of my sisters’ babies I’ve gotten to know from the beginning
He’s known me and has been comfortable with me his whole life
It’s been one of my favorite things in this life
My Spirit has been taking full advantage of this time
So much has come up to face, to shed, to admit to myself
I’ve had to peel myself up off the ground more times than I can count
Moving on, letting go as I’ve cried, traveled, laughed, drummed and danced through it all
My likes have changed, the way I show up has changed, my whole being has transformed as I’ve enjoyed my family while selling people groceries
I’ve loved being with my family for a change after spending most of my adult life away from them
But I’m in Pittsburgh primarily to clear the old to make way for the new
I’m so grateful for my few, close friends and my fellow HKers who “get” me and my path
Most people will never understand the level of changes I’ve made
Or what it actually means when I say I’m going to my friends house for a session
Quantum healing being reduced down to sound like an adult play date, haha
But it doesn’t matter, no one needs to know
I know what I have done and where my vision is leading me
We have been meeting up to clear limitations
To move beyond the old dimensions and old patterns, so we can create new
I have been in the trenches at times digging deep for self forgiveness and grace through my decisions and path
It hasn’t been easy
But it has most definitely been worth it
I am intent on living the rest of my life aligned with the power of my own Spirit
I have never felt this level of inner peace, happiness and groundedness before
In 2023, I told my Spirit that I didn’t know what to ask for anymore, so I told it that I wanted to feel more peace, joy, contentment, happiness and love and that I wanted to feel excited about life again
My Spirit delivered
My son and I cleared things we had been carrying through time from other lives together
I am appreciative for everything, everyone, and all experiences because it all led me to this moment
To this version of me who is able to move out of sadness so much faster
Who laughs more than she cries
Who finally forgives herself for the mistakes she made and the people she hurt
Who trusts more than she doubts
Who feels more than she thinks
Who is guided more by her Spirit than her mind
Who sees light at the end of the tunnel
Who believes in herself and her Spirit to create the life of her dreams
She’s here
It’s here
This is day one.
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